we're the unmended, the untended cold soldiers of the shoe
we're the neglected, the never resurrected agonies of the few
we're the once-kissed, unmissed, and always refused
because we're the unfinished, and feared
and we're never pursued
and just that easily, on my behalf
I come around
because I'm burning
the beasts of war feed only on the meats of war
and now I'm for carnage
here's how my anguish frees:
destroy everyone of course
because I'm unwanted
and unsafe
and I'll take tears away with torments and rape
killings and fears not even the dead will escape
and circling the guilty and ashamed
blameless and enslaved, absolved
butchering their prejudice, patience, their value
because I'm without value
I'm the coming of every holocaust
turning no lost rending tissue sinew and bone
accepting no suffering
by me all levees will break
all silos heave
I will walk heavy
and I will walk strange
because I am too soon
because without her
I am only revolutions of ruin
because I am too soon
because without you
I am only revolutions of ruin
we're always sixteen
we are all-ways sixteen
I'm the prophesy prophesies pass
my need dies at last
how oceans dry, islands drown
and skies of salt crash to the ground
I turn the powerful, defy the weak
only grass grows down abandoned streets
for a greater economy shall follow us
and it will be undone
and a greater autonomy shall follow us
and it, too, will be undone
and a greater feeling shall follow love
and it, too, we will blow to dust
for I am longings without trust
the cycloidal haste freedom from Hailley forever wastes
dust cares only for dust
and time, only for us
because I am too soon
because without her
I am only revolutions of ruin
because I am too soon
because without you
I am only revolutions of ruin
Only Revolutions | Mark Z Danielewski
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